hardly nonchalant

2010-08-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

I am really into the fact that I can google search my boyfriend and have a ton of photo and video results to indulge in during my spare time.

What a babe, I just came.

2010-04-27T18:58:00.001-07:00

nom

2010-04-25T15:46:00.000-07:00

feelin' sorta empty

2010-04-24T11:46:00.000-07:00

Me

im fuckin listening to fergie in a trash talk sweater and floral print shorts on a bed with no sheets

tonights the night

2010-02-10T00:45:00.000-08:00

Horoscope

2009-11-30T07:56:00.001-08:00

So i read my horoscope today and some of it is way too accurate..

She mostly acts as per her desire and is not much concerned about the results. She also has the habit of speaking as she wants to without thinking of the impact it can have on others.

You have a great desire to be in romantic setting, but you do not let your partner understand this. He will not be able to quite figure out your romantic nature as your outer crust is very cool.
In addition to this you say certain things out of your honest nature which will dampen your lover's desire. This may lead to lots of crying though no one will understand you even then. But still, due to your glamour and beauty many men will be interested in you and you shall have a fair share of men.
The catch here is : that if you learn over the years on 'how to handle men' - then you can have a love life which will make any woman jealous of you. You can easily win over any man and infact tame him.
Once he understands your sincere and honest nature he will be glued to you for a life time.
You will have a great sex life and shall want more of it all the time. You will prefer outdoor settings.
You do not have the gift of gab as a result you may often end up putting your foot in the mouth. Be cautius in this regard.Try to understand the world better. Think how the other person will react before you speak. This will save you from many problems.

2009-11-15T20:02:00.003-08:00

I don't get what you want from me?

Am I supposed to act like I don't give a fuck about you?

things to do

2009-11-09T22:11:00.000-08:00

well since that last post didn't work out already, i'm going to just start recording everyday the things i plan to do

become a happier person

appreciate what i have

expect nothing

do not over think everything

do not get mad so easily

get a job

stop smoking so much

make more friends

lose ten pounds

draw more

be on the computer less

2009-11-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is a new day and everything has gotta change.

2009-11-05T12:36:00.001-08:00

the strokes never fail to improve my mood.

Halloween

2009-11-01T22:16:00.001-08:00

2009-10-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I put myself through so much shit.

I, myself am the cause to all my stress, illnesses, unhealthiness, anger and unhappiness.

'you only live once'

2009-10-27T23:16:00.001-07:00

i don't care.

and now i'm just very confused.

2009-10-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

Why am I such an angry person, why can't I just lighten up?

DAY 1

2009-10-21T17:39:00.000-07:00

yuck.

unfair

2009-10-21T14:59:00.000-07:00

I love this dudes work.

christopher kuzma

comfortable

2009-10-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

I really do enjoy sitting on my bed near the window, smoking and listening to music quite loud, especially when it is 1:30 am and my street is barren. The heater is close and it is a comfortable temperature with the cool wind coming through the window. I had a pretty good day today, didn't do too much but some certain parts were very enjoyable. Tomorrow I am going to begin an interesting experiment that is referred to as the master cleanse or lemonade diet. It is going to be quite difficult considering I am constantly eating out of boredom and I love junk food. There's this site that I find myself looking at from time to time called this is why you're fat. it has some of the most obnoxious, greasy and fatty food combinations. Here's a little taste.

Turbaconucken

A chicken inside a duck inside a turkey, all wrapped in bacon.

Confused

2009-10-20T00:02:00.000-07:00

~~I don't know what I want.~~
NEVERMIND: i totally do.

latest find

2009-10-19T21:12:00.000-07:00

Jessica Stam is just about tops.

self portrait

2009-10-19T18:25:00.000-07:00

Successful

2009-10-19T17:40:00.001-07:00

So I guess I accomplished some of my intended goal. The downside is that I did not leave the house once today, I am in terrible need of a shower, and my room is somehow more messy than it was earlier. I've been listening to music that I haven't in a while and it's rekindling memories from better days. I really don't know what the winter has to bring my way, but I hope it ends up resembling a lot like last year, those were some of my favourite times.

Results - Aids Wolf album art

2009-10-19T14:50:00.000-07:00

project product

2009-10-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

So today my class was cancelled, so I am going to make an attempt to be very productive. I have a lot of assignments to work on as well as reading for my midterm friday and I desperately need to clean my bedroom. I am starting off my day at 1:30 with a fruit smoothy in one hand, a cigarette in the other and a whole whack of the strokes.

The first assignment that I am looking forward to starting is an album cover for a band that I loath, so I chose to do the band the Millionaires, if you have never heard them, you shouldn't even bother. On the other hand I might do something for Aids Wolf, because I have seen some of their artwork and it is killer. I really want to start drawing more, I want to improve my technical skills in illustrating human forms. I want to change my style up and learn more towards the popular music artwork, like indie and garage rock.

I am looking towards getting more involved in school and perhaps starting to work out a few times a week. My life has been kind of in a slum lately, I need to start becoming more active and enjoying the outside world for what it is. For some absurd reason I find myself in a really fantastic mood on this cold, gray monday morning.

Illustration by James Quigley

change game

2009-10-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

I am all about change, wanting to improve myself in hopes that all my problems will slowly fade away. These tactics of mine generally do not work for shit, but I still aimlessly continue to pursue them. This is a blog devoted to found items that intrigue and motivate me.